so yes, you won.
never want to get out of bed. i just want to lay there and be nothing.
i can’t selfishly ask to see you just because im having a bad day. You work, your tired and need to sleep . i just hate this feeling , this feeling of totally uselessness .
but they do.
i keep thinking about the dead cat .
i know its dead but all i can think about is ” is it okay ? is it okay under all that dirt?”
i don’t do this anymore, but sometimes i really want to .
pain vs. more pain? LOLLL
i have recently started to hate Hyde’s EVERGREEN . makes me think things i don’t want to think, but its my fault .
i shouldn’t either .
i hate this bullshit!
its not that hard. if it isnt hard for me it isnt hard for you. get of your high horse and do SOMETHING .
sometimes i just want to feel like i matter -___- <———stupidddd fucking bullshit
why isnt the world ending on a sunday yet alicia????
want to spend a casual day at home with you~ no makeup, no ” what to wear today” who cares!! eat, watch movies, take ugly pictures , be lazy bums!!! :<